Nobody said it would be easy. Nobody said it would be fair.
Funny how your eyes keep wandering
everytime I speak of deeper things
my love has no walls, it has no strings
so if you want to go, if you want to leave
when you’re ready …
come be with me
I don’t want to be angry anymore
so speak your truth now even if it hurts
’cause your silence has been whispering
that you’re still looking and it’s not for me
when you’re ready …
come be with me – Kathleen Bird York
A couple day wrap up would be something like this…
Still not on the right sleep schedule for what my body wants versus what my brain wants. One way to lose weight is to simply forget to eat. One way not to, is eating horribly when you finally do remember. This frozen Asian box food stuff was tasty, yet very bad for me. My stomach is letting me know that while the tongue appreciated it, it doesn’t so much.
It’s annoying to keep dropping shit when fixing my food or spilling tea, and I’m sure the number of times I say “shit” makes me look like I have torrette’s, but I manage.
I sat out on the porch and talked to Lilliane, and smoked a cigar. Selene was out on the leash lying down on the porch until some kids annoyed her. I watered the plants and tomorrow I expect them to bloom. I took pictures today of them and the basil.
Charter’s cable burying system is pretty nice. The lawn doesn’t look like a giant scar of dirt from the sidewalk to the side of the house. Gave them cans of Pepsi throwback. My supply is dwindling but that’s ok. I need to drink more tea than pepsi.
I have a female Betta named ‘Bette’. Not like Bette Midler but like Bette Davis. She lives in a goldfish bowl with a teapot on to to keep Selene entertained but unable to have a snack.
Today Neitzer is supposed to come out from Alpharetta and meet with everyone at the mall. I suspect there will be tacomac involved. The mall seems so alien to me now.
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